With my new attitude towards life, my inner feeling to follow my dreams begins to grow more and more. I want to be creative for profession.. that´s what I wanted all my life. Few years ago, I already started with registering a business.. but never came far.. it was halfheartly, I always had an excuse.. family came first..
I learned, that this attitude is wrong. Yes, family is important! But to be balanced and a good mother/wife also means to be selfish to a certain point! I have to be satisfied with myself.

So, my plan is to reactivate my business. I will renovate my office (which is the family chaos room at the moment) to have a room just for me, to be creative, to paint and sew and all that stuff. I also need to arrange a timetable to have 2-3 days a week for my business. I know, it will be hard work.. but I CAN DO IT!

Last week, I worked off a debt. A while back we promised Jessica to redo her room. Since she´s a big girl now, she didn´t like the cute toddler wallpaper anymore (O-Ton Jessi: Ich will kein Tierchen-Zimmer mehr!). I refused to paint her room pink, since Angelina´s room is already a pink paradise My girls favorite colors are pink and purple, so we agreed Jessica´s room would be purple!
So I redid her room – all by myself! What a work when it´s 30°C outside! Took me a whole week, but the result is great! I still have to paint a few decorations and add drapes and stuff, but it´s looking nice! I already tried to make some pics, but purple is so tricky to shoot! So I´ll try again once everything is done

On this day..

• Life is getting better... - 2006

You can leave a response, or trackback from your own site.